Finding Micheal

No, nobody is actually missing. Welcome to version 0.3 (and counting!) of my personal website. Version one is in the works but...you know, now or never. If I don't have a super embarassing work in progress laying around I just wont get to it! I wont subject you to another rant about customization and Big Social Media, I'm pretty sure you get the gist by now... Don't expect this to stay even remotely similar over the coming months :-ppppppp

This is my personal blogspace, journal, shrine collection...you know how it goes. Insert speech here. Basically I'm pushing twenty, entering college and trying to not kill myself. I can say that on here, right? Piss, shit, murder, suicide, kill kill kill!

Some other stuff about me....the reason I ever got online was FNAF, and I'm an oldhead fan. I tuned out after the heartbreak Security Breach was (and NO i don't hate new mechanics fnaf sister location is my favorite it was just unplayable and RIDICULOUS and YOU KNOW IT plus literally fumbled Vanessa okay whatever) and now I bounce around. I am a massive fan of PARAHUMANS by wildbow which you can go read on wordpress right now and it will change your life forever. I might even publish some of my fanfiction for it this century. Guess my favorite character LOL. I love mafia movies, I've been getting into audio dramas lately too.

This site is in its absolute infancy here, i hope to redo all of it with my own code and assets....which i am actually working on. I'm trying to learn art, by which i mean i am one of those actual total novices lol. i am also a novice coder with big dreams wow never heard THAT before. but i dont have any like actual super crazy projects to be putting on here so i will live and learn i guess tee hee... What you can hopefully look forwards to is essayposting, some game reviews, character shrines, my reccomendations lists, blogging about art and interwebs history and stuffs. Exciting AND completely original I'm sure.

I've spent a while poking around for more inspiration for what I want this to look like and all since I realized my original vision was...kinda bland lol and I'd probably get bored of it. I found my copy of House of Leaves again and it's coming up time for a reread isn't it? And i thought to myself well any idiot can probably mirror text and al that nonsense so what the hell. It's a good reference isn't it. I'm a bit of a perfectionist (everyone gasps in genuine shock because this is the website version of a vision board made by a tax write off tech company) so it wont be up until i am 100% sure it's how i want it to be but I'm looking into it.

As for content to put on the damn thing I have some ideas....

I think honestly the first shrinepage will probably be for Wolf Quest which is a bit shocking if you know me...well not entirely, and you don't know me! But its a great game and I think more people should play it, plus it's fun to talk about it's development history. I've been playing the free original version since I was a mouth breather banging around on my mom's andriod tablet. My second shrine might be to Worm, or probably Eidolon specifically...my thoughts on Worm are nuanced and will probably take a while to put down. Eidolon though the real heartbreaker is that theres so few pieces of fanart to use in the first place....

Essayposting I really need to write my giant 'the magnus archives sucks and stop reccomending it as queer horror' post because my god. I guess i could also write about supernatural or something or some observation....

I'm reading some of Yi Sang's poetry very slowly so I will make a token effort at analysis of it i guess though i am really really not good at poetry in general and it is rooted in history i am no expert in. I mentioned before I want to reread House of Leaves which i loved the first time around and catch 22 honestly. What i definitely want to read and post about here though is Papillion which i don't even remember why i read in the first place but it was great i loved it completely hilarious.

While I work on dedicating a proper blog space, which i want to do carefully...not even for total organization it's just that I keep going back and forth on how much i want to put on here and how personal and i gotta realize that i'm not even using this site to advertise shit this is just me typing to probably no one on what is going to be a glorified photobucket. i don't gotta be too serious or nothin. So, like, i wanna be careful cause it might get into some darker topics. id say im mentally ill but im pretty normal end of the day i just havent locked in much. but you know how it is.